Chapter Five: AdjustmentsI quit my job at the fast food place in town. It just wasn't paying the amount I needed, I was bringing home less than a hundred dollars every night. Instead I found a job that was early in the morning and would fit in with my retail job at night. It wasn't ideal, but it was something I was familiar with. I was a fisherman, fisherwoman? Either way I was fishing for work, ha, get it? Yeah that was bad. It paid about thirteen more than the fast food place which was great but had the same amount of hours. I had about four hours between jobs each day, and in those four hours I would take care of myself first. Then I would tend the garden, clean up the park, and catch up with Janine and Eleanor. Fall was here and with it came a lot of rain. When I say a lot of rain, I mean
a lot. Which wasn't the best for the mini fridge, I was constantly repairing it. Then when I wasn't repairing it, I was repairing the shower, and by that time the fridge was broken again.


What was I doing with my life?
I had two jobs, and when I wasn't working at one of them, I was here working. When I first got here I had so many plans and I was excited even. Maybe it was all a lie to myself to make being homeless seem better than it is. I made small upgrades when I could like the grill and the lighting and it was nicer here. But doing the upkeep on my own was wearing me down. I asked the other people that were around a lot to help, but they would just ignore it. So why am I still trying? If I don't do it then it doesn't get done and I don't want to live in a worse situation.
I think I made a mistakeI stared at my phone as I waited for a reply from Janine.
How so? Do I need to come over? You can stay here tonight. -JJanine has offered for me to stay with her in the beginning, but she was worried about her landlord finding out. It was against her contract to have more than herself staying there. I didn't want her to get into trouble so I declined.
I'm just tired. I thought this was going to be different, but maybe I should have taken my parents money
Do I need to come over? -JI blinked back tears.
No, it's late. I'm fine. I'm just- I don't know.My phone chimed.
I'll be over in the morning. -JI took a deep breath and clicked my phone off.
I stood up from the swing and headed to bed.
True to her word Janine was there in the morning. I had just gotten off from the fishing job when I saw her standing there.
"Janine! Hi!" I greeted.
"Hi sweetie, are you better?" She asked.
"Not really, but I'm hanging in there." I said.
She gave me a small smile.
"I probably stink." I groaned.
"You're fine!" She giggled.
She was carrying a box with a bow on it.
"What's that?" I asked, pointing to it.
"This is a little something for you." She said.
She handed it to me and I took it slowly.


"WHAT? No, I can't take this." I told her.
I tried handing it back to her, but she pushed it away.
"Yes, you can." She smiled.
It was a check for five hundred dollars. I put my hand up to my mouth and started to cry.
"Use it towards your goal to get yourself in a home. But you better be cooking me some dinner once you do." She told me.
"I will cook you dinner every night." I cry-laughed.
I hugged her and thanked her over and over.
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It's been a week since Janine surprised me with the check. I was doing a bit better but still feeling the burnout. Almost worse now because the going from job to job with only a few hours in between was getting to me. The good thing about these few weeks was all of the new recipes I've been able to try out! I even ordered a few groceries from town so I had some meat and cheese to work with. It was refreshing to try new things!
"Hello dear." Eleanor said.
I turned around to see her walking up.
"Hi Eleanor, how are you?" I asked.
"Good, how about you?" She asked, hugging me.
I don't know what happened, one minute she was hugging me, and the next I was sobbing into her arms. It started off as a simple hug but then it felt like a hug from the mother that I never had. She rubbed my back and comforted me until I was able to gain my composure back.

"I'm sorry." I sniffed.
"No need, Janine filled me in a bit." She said.
"You know Janine?" I asked.
"Dear I know almost everyone in this town." She smiled.
I laughed a little.
"You don't have to do this, killing yourself while trying to survive isn't going to help anyone." She told me.
"I have too. I need these jobs." I said.
"Both of them? Have you ever thought of finding just one good job?" She asked.
I stared at her like she grew two heads.
Why did I not think of that sooner? What in my brain told me that I needed two crappy jobs that I didn't like, instead of one good job that I did like?
"Eleanor, thank you." I said.
"Nothing to thank me for dear. I just want to see you thrive. You are better than this place, and you deserve your own space to call home." She said, brushing some tears away.
I nodded. She squeezed my hands before going to get some food from the fridge.
"There's some grilled chicken." I called to her.
"You spoil me!" She called back.
I smiled gently and looked up at the sky. I guess it was time to make some more adjustments, and I start tomorrow for the search for my one good job.
Balance: $5,763Another sneaky chapter! I don't know what sparked this one, I felt like a little "drama" couldn't hurt. Things aren't always happy and hopeful for Julieanne but she can figure this out! Also, the check was fake, I didn't add any money. But I needed something better than a $6 figurine that she gave her actually haha! The major jump in balance came from me grinding a bit on fishing and selling crops, plus what she makes from the jobs. Thank you for reading 