Don't let Monica fool you, unless I am so blinded by the fact that her mother died knowing the family was in turmoil or the fact she is just plain crazy. I was going to bury Agnes at the cemetary, but chose to bury her in our favorite spot out back. I still frequently sit out there in hopes of seeing my beloved wife. I just wanted to hold her again and tell her I love her and tell her she made my life complete.
In other news, remember when I spent the night at Amanda's well, I decided to visit her to cry on someones shoulder and found out this...

I wasn't sure whether to be happy or sad or what, so I still cried on her shoulder, for Agnes.

We talked for a while and I went home, feeling rather sad and happy at the same time and told Amanda to call me when she went into labor. I went home and sat out back to think about what my future was going to be like. Could I tell the kids what I had done? Would they understand? I have to tell them, they are going to find out when they see little red children running around town. Agnes, where are you when I need you the most.

At that moment, my phone rang and it was Amanda, screeming she needed me. For an old man, I can still run pretty fast. When I got to the house, the first place I headed, was for the crib. What a beautiful baby boy, A BOY!!! Finally, after all girls, this was a welcome sight. Meet Chad Redhouse.

The room wasn't finished yet, so I fixed it in no time. I know Agnes would have wanted me to. It was like that for so long when Agnes lived here, I felt it was a good thing.

We talked for a while about the future and I told her to be patient, that I couldn't just spring all of this on the family right now. It was too fresh after Agnes's death, so I am not sure what got into me, emotions, thrill of a baby boy or what, but this is what happened.......



I think I must have gone mad for that instant and I don't think I would call it regret what I just did, but I think I am actually happy again, for the first time in a while. Agnes was a great mother and I loved her with all of my heart. She was a loner though and kept to herself and hardly ever laughed. Amanda is the opposite, she is outgoing and warm and loves to laugh. So lets just say, one chapter closed in my life and another chapter has begun.